豆瓣网友:因为我的父母迫使我向深处里观察,我有幸看到所有的微小事务是如何最终聚集在一起最终形成产物的,所以我从来不问为什么这样,为什么那样,我知道为什么,这样并不能让我高兴,很多时候倒让我觉得很难过,但是我总是勇于接受,我总是勇于接受事实,我知道我总想离开我的环境。Because I was turned so inward by mom and dad, I got chance to see how all the little tiny things come together to make the final product .So I was never inclined to wonder why this or why that. I knew why. not that I was happy about it, in fact I was really sad about it, some of the time. but I was very excepting, I was very excepting. I just always knew that I need to get out.,福泽克雄导演对堺雅人说:"妖就是妖,他不是人,修了千年也成不了人!"对我来说,怎么死,死在那里并不重要。重要的是不要死在警局里。过去的过去,现在的现在,未来的未来,过去的不会过去,现在就是现在,未来未来未来思念,像一种潜伏的病毒,这时候反倒给了我一些的力量,当一个人思念着的时候,病痛和不适会在思念的浸润下有所缓解。而脑子里始终浑浑噩噩,到最后只剩下些黑白的影像,在无尽的苦涩中透出寂寞的流光来。